Wolfgirl

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  Have You Ever Considered Suicide? Have You Ever Thought Of Just Not Living

  by minimus in

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  i know of a few people that have expressed themselves over the years regarding suicide and their loss of joy in living.

  after reading some of the horrendous things some have gone through on this board, it is more than concievable to believe that you might have considered such options.

  i, personally have never had these thoughts, but some close to me have expressed that if they "could just sleep" in death, they would feel better.

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  Wolfgirl

  Yes, I considered/planned it twice. Once when I was 15, and had gotten in trouble for "dating" (i.e., holding hands and kissing) a "worldly" guy. I planned it all out and chickened out at the last minute. How terrible is that? Over something so little...but that's the guilt I felt because I was "bad."

  The second time was when my father admitted to his sexual abuse of me. I wanted to curl up and die to make the pain go away. Luckily, my now-husband was around to pick up the shattered pieces of me.
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  See your FBI Files!

  by ThiChi in

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  hey, i just found out that the cia & fbi have a website with personal.

  records of virtually everyone in .

  the world (some of us even have pictures on file!

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  Wolfgirl

  I know I'm approaching 30, but sheesh! Look at all those wrinkles!
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  WT COMMENTS YOU WILL NOT HEAR AT THE 2-23-03 WT STUDY

  by blondie in

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  wt comments you will not hear at the 2-23-03 wt study

  january 15, 2003. do you really have faith in the good news?.

  mark 1:15. mark 1 (cev).

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  Wolfgirl

  You know, this made me think (as your posts normally do). I never ever could "prove" that God's Kingdom was the theme of the entire Bible. JWs spout that, but hardly ever talk about what the Kingdom is supposed to be about, except "What can it do for me?" Ask almost any JW to prove that God's Kingdom is the theme of the Bible, and I bet they can't do it.
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  Tattoo's what, where, why and how!

  by SheilaM in

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  Wolfgirl

  I've got an Asian dragon in flight on the back of my right shoulder.
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  Do You Trust Anyone???

  by minimus in

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  can you trust anyone or anything now?

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  Wolfgirl

  No, I don't completely trust anyone. I trust my husband, but I still have niggling doubts about things sometimes. I am very cynical, pessimistic, and jaded.
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  Koresh & The Watchtower Society

  by Gerard in

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  i found this very interesting:.

  http://www.caic.org.au/jws/organization/koreshjw.htm.

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  Wolfgirl

  "I think one of the main problems with exiting a cult is admiting to yourself that you were involved with one."

  I completely agree with that. Which is why I highly doubt my sister will ever "see the light."
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  What would we have done?

  by freedom96 in

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  paradise.

  that is what we lived for, taught, as witnesses.

  but, had that day come, what the hell would we have done?.

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  Wolfgirl

  I wanted to do stuff with the animals. I volunteered for wildlife education programs all the time when I lived in the US, and the thought of working/being around all those wild animals all the time made me happy. But I did sort of wonder how we would manage to keep our brains occupied through eternity, especially if interests like space travel, etc., were gone.
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  Where'd you sit in the KH?

  by DblOSmith in

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  our hall has 3 sections of seating, we always sat in the left section all the way in the back if possible heh.

  it's funny: it seemed like all the foreign people, immigrants, etc, sat on the right side, all the "goody goods" sat in the middle, and all of the um "shady" people... all the people i would think would become defectors sat on the left.

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  Wolfgirl

  When I was being a good little JW, it was usually about 2/3 of the way up and where ever I could find an end seat, coz no matter how good I was, I always got up to go to the little girl's room at least once.

  When I was fading out, I started sitting farther and farther in the back. Towards the end, I was usually in the back row and somehow managed to be "sick" and have to leave halfway through the meeting.
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  What Makes A Person Feel Accepted In The Org.?

  by minimus in

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  in your opinion,what does it take to gain acceptance in the organization and congregation?

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  Wolfgirl

  Lessee....I guess you have to be blessed with good looks and lots of money. I wouldn't know, coz I was never accepted.
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  The family destroyers strike again

  by betweenworlds in

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  well, they have done it again.. my husband called me from work today rather upset.

  he had just gotten off the phone with his best friend who he had grown up with.

  this friend grew up in an extremely disfunctional jw home.

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  Wolfgirl

  Sounds like my warped family. They'll go to see my grandparents every week, who have never been the least bit interested in JWs and who supported Hitler in WWII (I'm German), but they won't even speak to me on the phone because I left the religion.