You asked a fair question so I will give a fair answer....
I dont know!
I am trying to work past our "break-up phase" me, God, Jesus, organized religion, etc.
At this point it is all one big ball of wax. I am unraveling it as I move through my days. I read the opinions of others here and it helps me to isolate my own feelings more clearly.
For example, I already know I dont want this experience (being a JW) to leave me reactionary. I dont want to bounce automatically in to being a jaded bitter person just because I was suckered once.
I want to explore ALL lines of thought including the possibility that there is no God/Jesus/ spirit life.
BUT this comes with a proviso....I want to explore new lines of thinking with kind intelligent people.
So thank you for being brave enough to put your opinion out there for me to weigh and consider. I really appreciate your viewpoint - especially the part about how other notable characters can and indeed have added to our dimension of thought on how to live a life.
Duly noted!
and to DJS - yes I do see you being sweet! You sweetheart you : ) and thank you for that...it means I can read your post instead of automatically avoiding it by scrolling right past with no look see. I can learn much from you and want to be able to read your words - so thanks!