Before I went through something negative personally I was in the 90%.
It wasnt that I didnt know bad things were out there...I just thought they were trumped by all the good AND I had an automatic "excuse" in my head for it all based loosely on the nation of Israel and all the imperfect leaders and how Jehovah loved people who were faithfu in spite of it all.
Like the widow who gave the mite at the temple...if she was old and faithful, she had to know things werent right...Jesus was making it quite clear and there was a lot of buzz.
But she kept on keeping on "trusting in Jehovah".
So that was my mental defense.
The problem with it was I had NO one who could guarantee me that the Org. of today had anything whatsoever to do with the Jews or the temple or Jesus or even that widow.
Nothing except their word.
Which turned out to be as useless as Confederate money after the war.
And that was the one thing I had never thought about....they only have themselves to back up what they are saying.