I have wondered if there is rampant paranoia and political positioning up there at the "top".
The other thing I wonder are if they are true believers in what they are promoting, how happy can they be? The whole religion is built on judging people and finding them unworthy, or "missing the mark".
Lastly, what are they thinking now about the child abuse stuff that is closing in on them? The dropping membership? The apathy? The failure of the end to come?
The one bad thing about being at the top is it makes you an easy target.