This is such a tragedy. Here's a good person who, even years after leaving that bloodguilty cult, was pushed to this state.
I'm not a regular poster here, but I've read his posts before and have been comforted just knowing I'm not alone. Like anyone here, I would have done anything to help him through this and see him transform his life the way he wanted it. If only I had known. Makes me want to do more to reach out to people who are in the same place - miserable to the point of desparation.
So long oompa. We hardly knew you. :'-(