What freaks me out is that the physical earth is in so much trouble-the ice sheets melting, permafrost unfrosting and providing extra CO2 to an already taxed enviroment, destruction of animal species and plant species.
The tremendous amount of 'tribalism', i.e., the fracturing of the populous of various countries, militant religious countries with atomic weapons make me freak out too.
I often wonder if I'm deluding myself into thinking 'the end' is actually much closer than I realized and I'm damned to be dead forever. Old thought patterns, I guess, yet they leave me cold sometimes, and doubting my rejection of the JWsn thoughts of armageddon.
CJ