BTW six , why do you have a pic of a gloy hole on your profile ?
NwS
you can vote for something else, but i think this one is going to take it, lol.. from this thread: http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/60909/1.ashx .
dolphman gave us this gem:what a nice god jehovah is.
killing kids with glasses.
BTW six , why do you have a pic of a gloy hole on your profile ?
NwS
can someone find the link to the thread with the latest illustration of armageddon?
i need to take it to my children's psychologist.
whats the deal with the wachtower and the world trade center towers and airplanes ?
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i have been thinking about that lately.
the last thread i started, william penwell wrote an excellent poem, which i enjoyed tremendously.. i have been writing poetry since i was 8 years old....i also write songs.. so how many of you are poets/and or song writers?
have any of you published your works and if so....any help on finding a publisher?.
this one is about self mutalation so beware :
Five circles
One night burning a boy thinks about how his mother told him hes chasing away his
dreams. one strike of the match and this boys eyes gleam with desire , for you see the
thing this boy wants is to be set a fire .
Wife and kids are in there beds , he wonders what went wrong , why his life seems just so
dismal and how this pain could last so long .
He has a butane lighter and his thoughts are full of death and thats when the boy realizes
that there is only one beer left .
He lets the toung of fire heat an engine member hot , as he clenches his teeth tighter and
he draws it to the spot . one focused point of pain and nothing hurts worse than sin .
As the sweat pours down his forehead he lights the flame again .
now the pain it seems quite pleasant compared to the anguish that has been.
The pain it is my best friend and now I dont feel quite the same.
the room is oh so quiet as he burns away the shame.
The next will feel much better as the iron white it glows .
I have already done it two times , I dont give a Fuck the third one shows .
Anger rushes in beside him and stares at him in disgrace. tonight Im in here dying and no
one cares to see my face .
So I let another circle be the voice for all my pain .
religion for the pain this is the only a substitute for A death right now right .
Five it is the number so I have just got one more left . these things they really happend
while the world safely slept.
Crackling skin burns the obvious marks for all to see , The scars i will keep on hiding, I
will keep this dead rotting thing inside of me.
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Five it is so human- it is pure flesh .
NwS
i have been thinking about that lately.
the last thread i started, william penwell wrote an excellent poem, which i enjoyed tremendously.. i have been writing poetry since i was 8 years old....i also write songs.. so how many of you are poets/and or song writers?
have any of you published your works and if so....any help on finding a publisher?.
I have a really weird feeling like something big has changed ,
my savior is found blood guilty ,
and this sinners now a saint .
Received the bad news this morning ,
that nothings quite the way its been ,
the chosen are the fallen ,
and the doorway is the sin .
Father is out to kill me ,
I am already among the dead ,
I will be one of the many innocent ,
who?s life blood shed .
The beauty of the evil
lies in the closeness of the skin ,
stab father and mother
the greatness of this sin .
Anger it is my water , and the burden is my bread ,
I stair into their faces and behold the lively dead.
Narrow is their roadway,
and cramped they find release ,
for they are happy in the work they are given ,
bringing disciples to the beast .
His name is now three sixes ,
and his coat is stained in blood ,
still they remain and worship,
this just and loving God .
The beauty of the evil
lies in the closeness of the skin ,
stab father and mother
the greatness of this sin .
NwS
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i was just sent a message re: this website owned by the glicks.. seems it is gone:.
http://www.jwzone.org/leave_now_and_never_come_back.htm.
The site closure may be good for the rank and file after all,
It gives them a lot more time to surf for porn .
NwS
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i was just sent a message re: this website owned by the glicks.. seems it is gone:.
http://www.jwzone.org/leave_now_and_never_come_back.htm.
Hey sure :) but ... I really dont know linux that well . but hey what can ya do ?
i think i may try it .......
NwS
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i was just sent a message re: this website owned by the glicks.. seems it is gone:.
http://www.jwzone.org/leave_now_and_never_come_back.htm.
but first...we must get u on slackware!! and fast!!!
Hey Slackware ? I am so there !
NwS
perhaps the oddest thing i've looked forward to doing for years is finding and activating my god spot in my brain.
my wish finally came true today.
if anyone reading this isn't aware of what a "god spot" is i would say in a nutshell that it is neurological response to magnetically stimulating the brain where many people feel "god like" experiences and describe either unusual illusions or intense religious feelings.
My four year old told me the other day that God lives at the top of jacks magic bean stock ...... and is as tall as a tree .....and can smell the blood of an englishman .....
NwS
guiding my way out of an archaic, myopic and, at times, destructive belief system like the jehovah's witnesses was not an easy thing to do.
in fact, it was hell.
my journey left in it's wake an existential angst and an intellectual and emotional vacuum.
If there's life after death, why the hell won't someone come back and tell us about it!
Maybe because nobody would belive them
NwS - my damn cursor is stuck again class
wow!
just got home from simon and garfunkel's old friends tour!
they opened the tour in detroit saturday night, and we got tickets for the sunday show at the palace.
I got the wife third row seats for our anniversary . the show here in town sold out quick and the ticketmaster only had nosebleeds by the time I got there ...... so I turn to the friendly ebay.......and a whole lota bread later I had the killerest seats ! and the happiest wife in town ....she is a big fan .....me too I guess ....
Im working on a heavy metal version of the sound of silence : you know the Hello darkness my good friend song. sounds great so far..
NwS