Hello everyone, and thanks for replying so quickly to my message. Well I'm 20 years old and right now I'm seeking work, but until I find it I am in school so I won't be sitting around the house doing nothing. Some of the things I love to do is write peotry, and read all kinds of books, and watching tv. The activities I used to love to do outside the house was going to movies, and going to the mall. But now since people act so nasty to me I hate going out. I still go to those places, but I don't enjoy it as much anymore. I am right now studying with the Witnesses, but I'm trying to wait and see if this is the right religion I want to join. I have bible study every Saturday with a lady named Sharon Rude. She's a really nice person. The things that she's teaching me seems comforting, especially the way my life seems to be going. It's nice to hear that one day this world and pain will all come to an end. I don't want to associate with any of these people in this world because they do things that are too bad. I would hate for my looks to change and then these people start to except me and end up getting me to do the same things they did to me to someone else. I don't want to associate with anyone who discriminates someone else for who they are or what they look like. So I don't know what to do. I try to ignore people and not think about them, but when you got a whole lot of people staring at you mindlessly and yelling mean comments at you, how do you ignore it. I'm still praying and reading the bible trying to have some type of comfort in my life, but I don't know if I'm doing it wrong. It would be nice to have someone tell me what all I need to do in order to please Jehovah. That's why I'm looking for some true Christians, so they can teach me that. I want good influences to be with. That's all I want is someone that I can talk to and feel comfortable around. Hopefully I can find some people here and at the Kingdom Hall that will be that person. Thanks for your messages and I hope this message helps you know alittle more about me. See ya later.
Vernisha