Darkknight757

Joined

• started 49 topics
• posted 763 times   see topics posted on
• send a message

Posts by Darkknight757

• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Thanks for the advise Phizzy. Having a talk with her again is what needs to happen. She tends to deflect the subject but hopefully by actions she will see how serious it is. Faking it ain't working.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  That's exactly right Witness My Fury. I feel as though I'm a sharer with the Org by being there. Maybe some will question why an ex eltard suddenly stopped going to meetings and start to figure it out, leading to more dubbies leaving the hall. At this point since the new clam meeting it looks as if we are down 20% average attn. And that's with quite a few new suckers.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Hadriel I have a lot, actually a ton of respect for what your doing seriously. I wish I had the mental fortitude to be able to stick it out. I hope one day you can be free from all this nonsense.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Thanks for the advise. Sitting through those meeting even though I am looking at other stuff while there is just enough to make my blood boil over. The fact that I'm dreaming about this crap at night is insane.

  The sub conscience even hates that junk.

  Trying to play games with people sounds fun and all but I don't think that's for me. I think the better option is just not to go. The brain can't take any more bleachings.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Thanks Liberator I really needed to hear that. 😊

  I think I'll go to the assimilation this weekend to see about accounts and how many suckers get baptized then perhaps I'll just let the wife know that I can no longer support the meetings. Living a lie is such a personal crime and I just can't take it any longer.
• 
  32

  Are Witnesses really "Bible Students"?

  by stuckinarut2 in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  we were always told that as witnesses we were "sincere bible students".... carefully examining the scriptures.. yes, we were indeed taught much about the content of the bible, it's history, prophecies etc..... but it was always from one perspective....that of the society.

  when the society changed its interpretations, we had to do the same..... so were we really "bible students", or "society students"?.

  just a thought.....

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Nice quote Punk. Always loved that one.

  A bible student studies the bible, not magazines and books.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  So maybe a compromise is in order and maybe just do Sunday's here and there for a while then stopping all together. Going to the clam is a nightmare and far worse than the Sunday's.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  What's kinda sad about all of this is I have fully explained why this organization is messed up over a period of probably 6 months. She fully knows TTATT but she refuses to do her own research to get it herself. She doubts the organization as much as I do and she doesn't believe the bible to be inspired by God. It's all about the shunning. She doesn't want to lose contact with her fully in Mom and Dad. I get that.
• 
  35

  Going to meetings to "save face."

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  going to make this short and sweet but i need some advise again and i kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢.

  so it has been weeks since the wife and i have been to meetings.

  it has been nothing short of wonderful!!!

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Going to make this short and sweet but I need some advise again and I kinda need to vent a bit so sorry.😢

  So it has been weeks since the wife and I have been to meetings. It has been nothing short of wonderful!!! To feel the veil lift and to experience the lifting of fog has been liberating.

  So we go to the meeting yesterday because I needed to turn in my secret book and keys to hall. Sitting through it was tiresome and that annoying headache that I hadn't had in weeks quickly returned. Of course the brothers assure me that I can be reappointed as soon as I'm ready. (That ain't happening!!)

  After the meeting I tell the wife what a nightmare it is to be there and to lie to people in that I feel like I'm pretending to be someone I no longer am. Don't get me wrong, I love the people. I hate the pressure the Eltards put on the wife and I to "recover" and "get back in it". I actually had dreams last night about lying to the brothers in a judicial setting.😡 And because of that I seriously feel depressed as all hell today.

  Now she wants to go to the meetings again to "save face". I don't know what to do. I hate and I mean HATE going there. I feel as though by attending I am a sharer in the wrongs of the organization.

  Help!!!!!!!
• 
  18

  Todays WT about young people not following the bad example of their parents

  by konceptual99 in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  so the wt today had some paragraphs that told young people they could make their own stand for da troof.... 2 since we live in a fierce, loveless world, it is no surprise that many children have to grow up without the benefit of loving, protective parents.

  (2 tim.

  3:1-5) many christians today come from painful family backgrounds, but they have built close friendships with jehovah.

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 

  Darkknight757

  Sexual innuendos Island Man? LOL me thinks you have a dirty mind but that's ok.

  It is kinda kinky thinking a slave girl will "serve him whatever way he saw fit." Hubba Hubba.