Holy Cow AFreeBeliever, I love your outlook on spirituality.
It gives me hope that even though my core beliefs are being so challenged, I can always fall back on the grace of the Christ.
My biggest fear in this journey is losing my faith in a creator and Jesus altogether. Maybe I am a foolish dreamer, but I hope that I can hold on to that part of my faith, at the very least.
Again, thank you so much for sharing your journey.