Why not just stay home instead? you are going to quit anyway right?
I want to fade. It would be too obvious right now, though, if I suddenly stopped attending or started shirking responsibilities.
I want my wife and kids out with me.
Anyhow, regarding drinking before meetings, the cult doesn't care that much about it anymore:
http://wol.jw.org/en/wol/d/r1/lp-e/402014844
Does this passage mean that we must not drink anything alcoholic before going to a Christian meeting? Think about these points: We are not under the Law. (Romans 10:4) In some lands, our fellow believers use alcoholic beverages in moderation at meals before attending meetings. Four cups of wine were used at the Passover. When instituting the Memorial, Jesus had his apostles drink wine that represented his blood. (Matthew 26:27) The Bible condemns heavy drinking and drunkenness. (1 Corinthians 6:10; 1 Timothy 3:8) And because of their conscience, many Christians may not drink any alcohol before worshipping Jehovah. However, circumstances are different from one country to another, and the important thing is for Christians to “distinguish between the holy thing and the profane” so that they can remain holy and please Jehovah.