{{{Sally}}}
Just know that you are not alone in your transition..I am not d'fed but since I stopped attending it's almost like I am.
You are among sooo many that are going through the same..When it gets down to it JW's don't even know what real friendship is. You can never be the person you truly are because you're afraid of saying or doing the wrong thing...They never counted to begin with.
You have to take it a day at a time and not worry about later..it will come. You will find the true meaning of friendship and it won't have the conditions with it.
Sometimes it might seem easier to go back to what you had because it's all you know. The thing is there wasn't anything there to begin with.
In the meantime..That is what this place is all about..I have met some very wonderful friends here. Friendships that i feel will last a life time. Friends that are there for me when I need to vent or air my problems..I am so much closer to these friends then what I had before. The best thing..they love me for me.
As far as looking and wondering who is a JW and who is not..don't bother..you are so above that now..They are the ones with the hang ups not you. Let them worry about who they think is or isn't df'ed..It's time for you to live and them to be continue being told how to.
~~~Noi~~~
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Member of the: I have No Idea class.