Posts by TuningFork

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New - My biography

by TuningFork in

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where do i start?

it's difficult to bring up all of the negative start in life, however, i believe that without my upbringing i would not have known where to search for the truth later on in life - within.

the jw is all i knew from the age of 6. when i left at 19 in the year of 1973, i was disfellowshipped for sex, drugs, and rock and roll.

Well, we are all musical in a sense as we represent the "sound and light" of the cosmos. I believe that there is frequency connected to all life as well as inanimate objects. We are bombarded by frequencies all of the time. I use the name TuningFork because I use tuning forks for a healing method. I am not the healer, only the client can heal themselves. What I do is use various tuning forks that are tuned to planetary frequencies and place the tones over various parts of the body. There are parts of the body that resonate with these same frequencies. I believe that with the use of sound, whether it be voice, tones, or whatever, that this will eventually be the way that dormant parts of ourselves will be awakened and we will continue to grow, not wither away like the JW's would like us to believe.

Thanks for the welcome,

Love BE YOU,

TuningFork

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Are the Nephilim Still Exerting Influence?

by reporter in

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article found here, click on left-column "updates/nesara", then click on first link....

nibiru and the anunnaki by d.m.

these anunnaki elite were later known as elohim and nephilim.

TuningFork

Reporter,

Congrats for your courage to post like you have. Some must agree that all of us did not leave the JW because of fornication or drugs. Some of us left because we knew in our hearts the lies they were feeding us. And, also remember that reading any material outside of the WT society was deemed taboo.

I'm new here too. Some of these guys have been around for a long time. Just let go of the comments that are hurtful. You know in your own heart what your "truth" is and that is all that counts. We are not to follow others blindly and at the same time trust ourselves enough to share how we feel about various topics.

Love BE YOU,

TuningFork

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New - My biography

by TuningFork in

jw
friends

where do i start?

it's difficult to bring up all of the negative start in life, however, i believe that without my upbringing i would not have known where to search for the truth later on in life - within.

the jw is all i knew from the age of 6. when i left at 19 in the year of 1973, i was disfellowshipped for sex, drugs, and rock and roll.

TuningFork

Where do I start? It's difficult to bring up all of the negative start in life, however, I believe that without my upbringing I would not have known where to search for the truth later on in life - WITHIN.

The JW is all I knew from the age of 6. When I left at 19 in the year of 1973, I was disfellowshipped for sex, drugs, and rock and roll. I was told that I was dead in god's eyes and that if I prayed he wouldn't even hear me. So I set out on a very self-destructive path as I felt then that I was dead anyway, why not go out partying.

In 1975, I freaked and repented and was reinstated within 3 months. Ah! now I was safe, for after all 1975 was the big year, right? Well, I stayed for about a year and a half and on Halloween I went to a party (A PARTY) and almost like a ritual began to smoke pot again for I knew I wanted out and this was one way out of JW. I never returned and was told by my mother that I was DF'd again in May of 1977, I believe. I remember my comment to her was, "Big deal, so now it's official."

So, I'm an "XJW Twice Removed." That is how I refer to myself when someone asks what religion are you? And then I expound that religion is a personal thing and that there really is no religion but what you believe for yourself within.

It's 2003 and I will be 49 this month. I would like to say that I am a "recovered XJW," but, the teachings, the lies, the attitude of better than others, and that those on the outside looking in are wicked, still lapse back into my memory. I'm not wicked. I am married now and have finally left the scene of drugs (pot was my drug of choice) and am still finding out about myself and why I have habits such as I do. Still, I have baggage to leave behind. The baggage will not be necessary once I accept the wisdom behind the knowledge that truly all is as it is and that I learned from all of the experiences. We are ALL of the same energy - the energy that is both positive and negative. In some ways I see myself as lucky to have experienced the negative so early in life so that now I may be free to experience the positive side of this energy.

Welcome home people. This is your life.....

With Love, Compassion, and an open mind, I enter this forum.

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Are THEY Dead Yet?

by TuningFork in

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dear ones of the forum, .

i just thought i would pass this bit of trivia along and see if anyone else had heard anything like this.

this was passed on to me from an xjw in virginia.

TuningFork

Dear ones of the forum,

I just thought I would pass this bit of trivia along and see if anyone else had heard anything like this. This was passed on to me from an XJW in Virginia. She received it from an X who is a friend of the JW who said this..... anyway....

The message was is that the JW's are to go door to door now and knock. When no one answers they are to believe that the household inside are dead.

Have any of you heard any such nonsense? My comment was, "Well, we've (the household) have raptured and you (JW's knocking) are still knocking." *GRIN*

They (the organization) are still scaring them to stay within the convines of the barracaded walls that they have put up SO HIGH so as to protect their loved ones, ie cult. Sad.

We cannot change them, only the way we react to them. They are the ones that will change themselves when push comes to shove. I wish them love and compassion and will accept them back into my life when changes occur.

TuningFork

Edited by - TuningFork on 1 January 2003 16:2:37

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"Hi Mom, this is your 'wake-up call.'

by TuningFork in

i'm coming in here this morning because even though i am learning not to be a victim in this shunning experience "again," i do have feelings and am very sad this morning.

you see, usually about every two weeks or so (at least), i would call my mom early in the morning and say, "hi mom, this is your wake-up call.

" little did i know just how much energy was carried in that message.

TuningFork

hahahahaha!

Yeah, we in sync now. Full moon will do it everytime!

nite nite

PS sOOner, yes I remember pulling you off the stove and having to wait in the car at the emergency room while you had your butt stitched up. *S*

Love to both my sisters,

TuningFork

el - Please come back. We can talk some more. Perhaps we should start another thread though, you think?

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"Hi Mom, this is your 'wake-up call.'

by TuningFork in

i'm coming in here this morning because even though i am learning not to be a victim in this shunning experience "again," i do have feelings and am very sad this morning.

you see, usually about every two weeks or so (at least), i would call my mom early in the morning and say, "hi mom, this is your wake-up call.

" little did i know just how much energy was carried in that message.

TuningFork

Re: "Hi Mom, this is your 'wake-up call.'

Sep 20, 2002 11:16

outnfree, Sentinel, and sOOner: This response is to all of you and to those who have read this thread.

outnfree - Thank you for your response. I'm just an ordinary person here in 3D. Some of us have had experiences or have been exposed to information or have gleaned knowledge from our dreams, visions, and people that we have met everyday - that when put together, perhaps, have helped us 'feel' differently than others do. I pray for 'peace' to be in the hearts of all people. I know that my post to you Sentinel may have seemed harsh, however, there has been much miscommunication between us as a biological family. We have all had a hard time saying what we want to. I was hurting yesterday and when I tried to post in a general way to all of the forum without mentioning any other names (the forum probably knew that Sentinel and sOOner were my sisters anyway), and when Sentinel came back with much hurt in her words also, I fired back in an attempt to identify where I was coming from. I'm sorry. I'm very sorry. Sentinel I will unblock my email. I just receive so much email from various groups that sometimes it is hard to keep up with it. I thought that I would keep my communication in this forum just in here. sOOner, yes we were brainwashed - brainwashed in many ways to HATE than to love. I know that you understand. We've ALL in this forum, from what I have read, come a long way in learning how to love and continuing to learn how to be compassionate.

Please think and be with me this day as I went to bed last night feeling very bad about how you, Sentinel, were hurt by my post. Again, I'm sorry. It has always been so hard being in the middle of things.....

Love to ALL of the forum.

May you have a wonderful day and a wonderful life in this moment.....

TuningFork

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"Hi Mom, this is your 'wake-up call.'

by TuningFork in

i'm coming in here this morning because even though i am learning not to be a victim in this shunning experience "again," i do have feelings and am very sad this morning.

you see, usually about every two weeks or so (at least), i would call my mom early in the morning and say, "hi mom, this is your wake-up call.

" little did i know just how much energy was carried in that message.

TuningFork

Sentinel,

It is your decision to close your heart to Mom so harshly. Thoughts are actions. Do you not believe that with "all of the hurting of all the X-JW's" that with our thoughts that we cannot make a difference? If we give up thinking positively about the beautiful lessons that we are learning now, then we have missed the whole point of having to endure through this karma and will be destined to repeat it again in another lifetime. I am trying to keep the personal aspect out of this as much as possible. However, I would like to reiterate that Mom DID NOT ask about you. She merely asked me to forward a message to you. As of this moment, and I will relay this to her, I am OUT of the forwarding business. I WILL not be in the middle. This is causing dissention between you, I and perhaps sOOner and I want no part of it. What each of us choose to do with the phone call from Mom will be up to us. Period.

I only came in here today to say how I was feeling. I am not wallowing in a pity party for myself. I thought I made that quite clear. I do have my moments of grief though and I thought that through my words I might help another deal with their issues of shunning. Abandonment, yes, is a very powerful tool to use to control. I choose not to abandon Mom. I may even send her loving cards from time to time.

It is choice to show "love and compassion" even to the people who do us the dirtiest of deeds. Non-judgement is a state of consciousness that we daily lapse in and out of. In this duality, we are not perfect - but remember our higher selves do not exist in duality and it is from this consciousness level that I strive to show my actions.

You also speak of being "One." Do you not believe that Mom is part of "One" also? And also the Creators -- we ARE the Creators of our destiny. Yes, I do believe that "creators" will return, yet they are no greater than we are. We must use our loving divine human power to bring about change. We are the Ones we have been waiting for. It's up to us to make changes if we want to. No one, not even the "creators" can change us, only we can change to the way we react to situations. Balance is key here. I choose to stand the "coin" on end and accept and allow whatever from either the light or dark. We need both to survive and exist in this dual dimension.

My heart is like a pitcher that we put cut flowers in. We continuously fill it with water, allowing it to overflow thereby filtering out the dirt. Then when we add more flowers, the process starts over again. The dirt does not go away; some form of it is always there for us to filter through. And then the filtered dirt helps to provide the loving container of earth to provide us with more flowers.

Live with your decisions, however, try not to close yourself off completely from something that "in a harsh way" may be providing you with a most loving lesson in issues in which you have abandoned from yourself.

Loving you as you are,

TuningFork

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"Hi Mom, this is your 'wake-up call.'

by TuningFork in

i'm coming in here this morning because even though i am learning not to be a victim in this shunning experience "again," i do have feelings and am very sad this morning.

you see, usually about every two weeks or so (at least), i would call my mom early in the morning and say, "hi mom, this is your wake-up call.

" little did i know just how much energy was carried in that message.

TuningFork

I'm coming in here this morning because even though I am learning not to be a victim in this shunning experience "again," I do have feelings and am very sad this morning. You see, usually about every two weeks or so (at least), I would call my Mom early in the morning and say, "Hi Mom, this is your wake-up call." Little did I know just how much energy was carried in that message. When things change, and they will, I will still be here with love and compassion in my heart for her. You see, this is a 'test' of sorts, that not some god with a long beard named Jehovah or whatever name you want to give to the Source, that we have set up for ourselves. This lesson is for us. If you understand what I am saying, you have entered the "new" energy, for in the "new" energy, there are no victims. We are not victims. When I say "new" energy, it is not a different energy - it is the same energy, yet it has taken on a "new" vibration/frequency. It has only changed form. ------ I cried and cried this morning, yet I know that in the big picture everything is exactly where it is suppose to be at the moment. People are learning lessons at all levels and we by no means are exempt from these lessons. As we evolve/ascend our vibration/frequency also rises. But, remember, we are not only effecting ourselves when this happens. For when one raises in frequency, so does the whole. You do not have to die physically to ascend - the only thing that dies is the "hurt" behind the lesson/experience. When we are able to look back at the experience and not have it effect us emotionally, then we have truly learned this lesson and this type of lesson will never return. ---- Well, this post has turned into a healing for me, in the since that as I have put it into words, I am much calmer now. I hope that this post has helped others here in some way to put the hurt behind us and "gallop" into this new energy of "NO VICTIMS!" --- Thank you for "allowing" my voice to be heard.

Love BE YOU, TuningFork

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WTBTS & Plato Bashing

by Valis in

i remember so many times during my youth sitting at one convention or another and listening to the speaker rationalize the wt view of the bible and always subtly throwing in a bit of plato bashing.

i've been trying to work this over in my head and then it occured to me that maybe what they obejected to was plato's analogy of the cave.

just for those of you who don't know... plato had an analogy about perception and what reality is without truth and reason.

TuningFork

Here is a paper that I wrote in comparison of Plato with an excerpt from "The Matrix."

Analogy of "The Matrix" and "Plato's Allegory of the Cave"

In the excerpt of "The Matrix" that we watched, Neo was compared to Alice in Wonderland tumbling down the rabbit hole, much like the escapee from "Plato's Allegory of the Cave," he was going through the process of leaving the darkness and entering the light. Tumbling down the rabbit hole was compared to fate because Neo did not have control of his life. Yet as Socrates, he wanted to have "objectively valid definitions (universals)" or "ideas which are true whether people believed him or not."

When Morpheus described the Matrix to Neo, it was like explaining to the prisoners in the cave that what they were experiencing was not real. To do this you had to go beyond the senses to reach the real, the immaterial world, the mind. The real was not made up of the shadows. The escapee had searched for the truth and by discovering the door (the light) he had discovered the truth. But, it did not end there as Socrates said, "Life is a search for the truth." The cave was but a shadow image of the truth, the mind. The cave offered the prisoners knowledge through the senses, in that the shadows made by the puppets placed in front of the fire in the back of the cave were the only real things they knew.

Neo had a choice to take the red pill or the blue pill. It was like giving the prisoners a chance to see for themselves what was outside the cave, or to give Neo the opportunity to step out of the Matrix. According to Socrates, the red pill would have represented looking outwardly towards the universals while taking the blue pill would have represented staying in the cave using the senses or an inward way of perceiving things in what he called the material world. The red pill would also, according to Plato (Socrates), represent Form, the ultimate reality.

Neo exercised his reason of the self, which is contained in the three parts of virtue: wisdom, courage, and temperance. To aspire to be happy and to be a well-rounded person by experiencing life outside of the Matrix, he took the red pill to seek the "light." Right before his transition, he was compared to Dorothy in "The Wizard of Oz." Life "would not look like Kansas anymore" and to buckle up for a whirlwind of a ride. In other words, once he experienced life outside of the Matrix and had knowledge of this existence, he would never be able to return not remembering this experience and it having a lasting effect on him. He then entered the world outside of the Matrix. He was basically rebirthed and then lifted out of the "cave/Matrix" through a door that exposed him to the real world and as Plato said, "looking into the light hurts your eyes."

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Hey, do you think there's any "red pills" around to give to those still in the borg?

TuningFork

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Compassion and Love is the Universal Language

by TuningFork in

sentinel and sooner, this is tuningfork (*s*) and i share your hurt as much as you do for i am your in the flesh sister forever.

and to survivor, you are one strong one.

my love goes out to you as you lead your "double-agent" life, which you do so well!

TuningFork

Sentinel and sOOner, this is TuningFork (*S*) and I share your hurt as much as you do for I AM your in the flesh sister forever. And to Survivor, you are one strong one. My love goes out to you as you lead your "double-agent" life, which you do so well! Believe it or not, we need you in this "job." You are our inside track in letting us know just how far gone this cult has taken our families. I'm sure that in the near future that ones like you and many others inside will be there for those in the cult who are crumbling because they know not where to hide from the "TRUTH." They have been in bondage for so long and don't even know it. This is the reason for the above topic, "Love and Compassion is the Universal Language."

I have not posted in here before, because the day that Mom told us "I love you, BUT....," I have been unable to get in. I put a post in thinking that it would go and then it didn't. After 3 or 4 tries, I decided the Universe was trying to tell me something. It wasn't time for me to post yet. By the way, Sentinel, in case you didn't know, I tried to post in "Jokes and Humour" with the title of "Is this a joke?" It was a very nice post, but in hindsight, I see that posting in "Jokes and Humour" was really not the appropriate place to put it anyway.

I know that this forum is one of support and I have read many of the posts following both Sentinel's and sOOners thread. I can see the love and compassion in all of your hearts. And, with this next comment I might get flogged by you (the responders), but that is okay. You see......

Dream WeaverGary Wright

I've just closed my eyes again
Climbed aboard the dream weaver train
Driver take away my worries of today
And leave tomorrow behind

Ooh dream weaver
I believe you can get me through the night
Ooh dream weaver
I believe we can reach the morning light
Fly me high through the starry skies
Maybe to an astral plane
Cross the highways of fantasy
Help me to forget today's pain

Though the dawn may be coming soon
There still may be some time
Fly me away to the bright side of the moon
And meet me on the other side

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You see lovely sisters..... we are already on the "other side." We are so blessed to have been given the gift of insight. The gift of listening. The gift of following our hearts and to this forum is one of the places that it has led us to. We have been given the "gift of wisdom."

A realization came to me day before yesterday, when Mom called me again. When I saw her name on the caller ID, I thought in the recesses of my mind that perhaps she was rescinding all of this. This was not the case. She had just talked to our brother on the phone and got the impression that I was not doing as well as she thought. As you know, I am the one with the "illness." I'm the one with a label of imbalance. I'm the one with the label of bipolar. She was almost in tears as she had never had our brother talk to her the way he did, but under the circumstances, I understand all so well why he did so. Anyway, I assured her that I was okay, that I have a wonderful support system (this may not have been the case 3 years ago) and that I didn't want her to treat me any differently from you two. She is so torn. I hug her higherself tightly, that is all I can do. In my previous conversation with her, my last words to her were that I wanted her to remember that "love and compassion is the Universal language." I said, "Do you understand?" She said, "Yes." Then we said goodbye......Back to the realization. After this second conversation, I just broke down and cried and cried. I talked to hubby. He said that I have great wisdom in all that is going on and can see it in a balanced way. I cried even harder. He came over to me and as he cried he also embraced me in a big hug, a very big hug. It was then that the "light" came on for me. There is a lesson in everything, every experience that we have. The lesson for me in all of this is that "there can be pain in receiving gifts." The idea that there could be "pain" in understanding the wisdom behind this whole "played out episode" in my life turned everything around for me. I became calm. It was as if I "finally got it!" There can be pain in receiving wisdom. As you know, I believe in reincarnation and it was like all of my pastlives past before me - all of the characters.... shouting, "She got it! She finally got it!" Now, I'm not saying that I will not continue to hurt over this, but now I am better able to let it go for I know in my heart that it was a lesson to be learned. With every lesson we learn, we ascend/evolve. I ascended with that last conversation on September 1. Ascension is not a "done deal." Ascension is like looking at the horizon and taking one more step towards it. Yes, it seems like we have moved forward, but when we look at the horizon, it is still the same distance away.

There is another plus in this. When we decide to take the "middle path," the path that does not cut off either those of the light or the dark, we have chosen one of the toughest roads to follow. Know that we are very blessed. Know that all four of us as children of our parents have a commonality between us that can never be broken. Know that we have love in our hearts for each other and our dear mother. As we ascend/evolve into this ever changing energy, this "new energy," you might say, we have turned a corner on the path and know in our hearts that there are "no victims." We shall not be "victims" this time around. As we all know too, all things can change in a "twinkling of an eye." I'll end this very long post with a poem/song that came to me on July 31, 2002, there are no coincidences, but this was "coincidentally" Mom's birthday.

I Found Myself Today

I have found myself today.

Oh, I was so beautiful.

Today is now, forever now.

I see myself. Myself is You.

Myself is You. Myself is All of US.

I'm home now, I know that ~I am all that is~.

We are each other, look at you.

Look into your eyes.

See me, I see you, we are those of two.

We love you; we love you, for you are US.

I found myself today. I found myself today.

Hello friends, welcome home.

by Sunpar of Nibiru - July 31, 2002

(Copy write 2002)

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