The God you speak of is none other than the ALL of you at soul level. Soul level consciousness is like seeing things for the first time right-side up. Remember, to see through our physical eyes, it is projecting through the lens of the eyes that makes everything look like we are standing upright. Change that in your consciousness and you begin to see simultaneously forwards and backwards at the same time or up and down at the same time or you JUST PLAIN SEE FOR THE FIRST TIME THE WHOLE OF THE SCENE - for the opposites cancel each other out and what you've got is the REAL GOD YOU - both soul and human. Try not to cling to anything because as soon as you do, it will change. The only way to manipulate yourself so that change does not occur fast and furious is to let go as fast as you can. Then change occurs but it is so subtle that it will not throw you off balance. So, pick up those hints, those messages, those sacred texts but drop them as soon as you can by incorporating and continuing to incorporate the YOU into them. Expand them and the change that occurs within you will only be seen in hindsight. Rest in them and then you will see change right in your face. Sometimes we have to do this. And this is okay too.
Soul plus Human (equals the God that is YOU).
Sunpar