Oh PE this is so sad and very painful for you. I’m so sorry that this stupid religion has stole your mum from you and a grandma from your daughter.
My mom had many faults but was still mine. She’s died a long time ago and I miss her every day. Thing goodness she was not a Jw.
My children don’t have a nan anymore and some were born after she passed so never met her.
Having one around and not being able to reach her because of some silly 8 old man rules it’s just unbelievable stupid.
Sending you good wishes.