It hurts when the real truth starts to eat away at the edges of your consciousness, doesn't it. I know - I've been there too.
It's easy to turn the outrage at your betrayal outwards to those who waken you to the truth
and you are talking about??
if you are referring to jdub, any outrage i feel towards him goes
back to the nyc events, and his total callousness...and alanf..well
you just dont go around calling people stupid if they dont see what you want them to see..
isnt that what many complain the dubs do?