I do want to encourage you to continue doing research with an open mind.
Personally, my spiritual journey and research has led me to believe that there is no such thing as a true religion.
It seems like you have a strong desire to belong to a religion. Ask yourself, why? Why do you feel the need to belong when all you need is Jesus in your life?
I know you may feel like you need to make a choice now but it's best to take it slow. Sometimes we cling to religion because of a sense of codependency. Analyze yourself and see why.
I suggest you read The Subtle Power of Spiritual Abuse and Combating Cult Mind Control. You seem like the perfect target for an abuser.
You do have a lot of insight and I think it's great you're thinking about your beliefs.