Hi! Was raised as a witness,married one ,raised 3 children as witnesses and it took 3 disfellowshippings for me to finally give it up. I didn't go down easy!. That was all I had ever known. It has been 18 years and like many of you,I am sure , still carry around the scars. I want to fit in,I want to believe that there is some kind of supreme being that cares . I am a registered nurse and I marvel every day at the Human body and how wonderfully made it is. I also love nature ,so for me it is veryt hard. Well that is just a short version, will look forward to talking to those who have been there. PaJ