Let's see if we could reason without the use of 'apostate material'.
There is no "apostate material" martini. There is just honest questions, facts and thinking. Apostate material is anything that isn't from the WT. If you reason without "apostate material" you don't reason at all, because you only do what you are told.
If it were possible to sift out all that is of human origin with the JW faith do you think that we all could be satisfied with what would be left over?
And just what would be left over?
I am afraid you, as most of us were, are still in love with a "concept" and the "dream". A promise with no basis is empty.
The concept was noble, and the dream was beautiful, but it wasn't founded in reality and truth. Even faith needs elements of reality and truth.
The thinking is painful. Casting away what you never doubted or questioned hurts very much. So will the conclusions you reach. But once you embrace them, you will feel better, things will look brighter.
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