When one has lost everything (which could be in Lloyd's case) one has the opportunity to reflect on what could have been done differently, and the role one has played and better oneself.
The sad thing is if he truly is a narcissist or a malignant narcissist, he may not have the capacity to change.
Taken from psychcentralDOTcom:
REALITY CHECK: People are capable of change when they are willing to do what it takes to change – malignant narcissists often aren't, due to the nature of their disorder.
OOPS. the open mic show was yesterday, you can see his song zzz, on the instagram page
I must admit this performance was a lot better than his first one, I think.