I understand your feelings on this LMSA, I definitely feel like my experience effects how I feel xx
I understand how you feel as if you were a victim of his manipulation. There are still a lot of people who cannot understand just how much a narcissist can really get under the skin of another person and have this persona of being the nicest person on earth who is just a victim of the world around them.
You're not the only person who has a certain amount of empathy here. 😊