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You felt like you had the elders looking over your shoulder. Everyone felt that.
In my case, I and another bro went to the library to find it. We found it.
And an elder found us.
Yep, he was right there in the library in the same section. We walked around the corner, book in hand, and there he was. YIPE...!
We freaked.
Long story.
If you liked reading his book, then you would have really liked reading his letters, had you the opportunity to write to him.
And speaking with him on the phone at length was one of my best life’s experiences.
My only regret, I had a short window in which to fly down to see him and Cynthia. I didn’t seize it.
He was a terrific guy.
Anyway, good luck.