Born into it also. My dad was born into it and so was my mom. They both left years before I finally saw the light and came out of this destructive cult.
I married in the cult, and my wife had also been born in it. She was a pioneer, so she was out almost every day. I averaged between 15 to 20 hours in service, had 3 bible studies (more than she did), did the magazines, did microphones, picked up the literature for the congregation I was in. Any other wife would have been very happy with me, since I was on my way to becoming an MS.
Yet, my pioneer wife would still get upset if I came home from my full time work, and I didn't go out in service with her. While not going into details about how upset she would get, I ended up calling in the elders and asking them to remove her from being a pioneer, since there was no way she could go out and tell others how to live their lives, when she didn't pracice that. She was removed.
That, and other things that she did (after we got married) made my mind up to break up with her. I still believed in the WTS at that time, but I didn't want to be married to someone that I didn't love anymore, for the rest of my life.
While trying to get back in, I took a friend's chalenge to research certain things, just to prove to him that the WTS was right. Imagine my surprise when I found out otherwise. That made me research things even more, and also made me read Ray Franz's books...and then I saw the light.
It's like having the rug pulled out from under your feet, finding out that the religion you thought was the only true religion in the world...to be false. Everything crumbled.
But then...I really started living, and finding out things for myself, instead of blindly believing what a group of old men in Brooklyn that call themselves the "faithfull and discreet slave" spout as inspired words from God.
That's the short of my story,
Peter Stride
Toronto, Canada