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Omg!!! I can't believe it! I'm in tears here (Part of a Convo with a sister on FB)
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. jw
2. experiences
me: hey .

sally: hey...well, i'm not sure if i'm suppose to be talkin to you, because i was disfellowshipped.

but i hope all is well with u, love u guys still.
MsGrowingGirl20

I tried to space it out but it's not staying like i put it
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Omg!!! I can't believe it! I'm in tears here (Part of a Convo with a sister on FB)
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. jw
2. experiences
me: hey .

sally: hey...well, i'm not sure if i'm suppose to be talkin to you, because i was disfellowshipped.

but i hope all is well with u, love u guys still.
MsGrowingGirl20
- Me: Hey
- Sally: hey...well, I'm not sure if i'm suppose to be talkin to you, because i was disfellowshipped. u do know that right??? but i hope all is well with u, love u guys still.
- Me: No...I didn't know that girl. I haven't been to the hall in abt 5 months.
- Sally: Or okay. well yeah i was. Why haven't u been though, I hope u didnt get sick again
.
- Me: Nope I wasn't sick. I know that you're probably trying to work your way back into the organization but girl...
I'm just going to say it---I have some issues with the religion. Please don't feel that i'm trying to convince you of anything ok. It's just my feelings. I don't believe that it is the only true religion. I'm so sorry that you are disfellowship because you are probably having lots of problems with your family Girl...u can always facebook me if u feel comfortable doing that ok
- Sally: I'm having LOTSSS of problems with my family. Even though i'm trying to go to meetings because i love my mother and my little bro i feel THE SAME EXACT WAY as you do. i really dont know how to tell my mom, but i left not only because i have a boyfriend but i really don't believe in the religion. i've been lookin up stuff and the way the organization is organize. Also, im doubting that a loving God wouldd tell a parent to SHUN their own children
It's sad, when ppl u once laughed and had fun with want to talk to you and smile at you but they cant because MAN told them not to.
- Me: I'm feeling soooo sorry for you.
- Sally: girl please don't because i don't have to live a double life anymore. Feel sorry for those who can't make a decision on their own and have to depend on man to guide them.
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You stand there and judge...
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. social
2. entertainment
you stand there,.

clutching your magazines to your chest.... as if you are drowning and it is your life vest.. as if it gives life.. but it does, doesn't it?.

these magazines contain the commands.
MsGrowingGirl20

:-)
31
JC was formed, without even letting me know!?
by magotan in
1. jw
2. experiences
no one will take my intent to da or df seriously.

they called me again (three brothers this time) and asked me to meet with them.

i had no intention of doing so....simply told them there was nothing to talk about.. .
MsGrowingGirl20

Gosh...i'm so sorry ro hear u in so much pain. Just trust and believe that it gets better...have a strong mind-know what you're about and your reasons for it. And don't fear them-the elders that is.
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You stand there and judge...
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. social
2. entertainment
you stand there,.

clutching your magazines to your chest.... as if you are drowning and it is your life vest.. as if it gives life.. but it does, doesn't it?.

these magazines contain the commands.
MsGrowingGirl20

Okay...i will
11
You stand there and judge...
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. social
2. entertainment
you stand there,.

clutching your magazines to your chest.... as if you are drowning and it is your life vest.. as if it gives life.. but it does, doesn't it?.

these magazines contain the commands.
MsGrowingGirl20

Thank you...i hope that they aren't confused.
11
You stand there and judge...
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. social
2. entertainment
you stand there,.

clutching your magazines to your chest.... as if you are drowning and it is your life vest.. as if it gives life.. but it does, doesn't it?.

these magazines contain the commands.
MsGrowingGirl20

Wrote this for a spoken word poetry class that i joined but i don't think that they'll understand it really. It's unique to persons who share our experiences. So i decided to post it here.
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You stand there and judge...
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. social
2. entertainment
you stand there,.

clutching your magazines to your chest.... as if you are drowning and it is your life vest.. as if it gives life.. but it does, doesn't it?.

these magazines contain the commands.
MsGrowingGirl20

You stand there,
clutching your magazines to your chest...
as if you are drowning and it is your life vest.
As if it gives life.
But it does, doesn't it?
These magazines contain the commands
from your masters,
Camouflaged as God, to you
the sheep
and to me,
the wolf
It gives warnings of impending and imminent death...
If i don't believe
what you believe.
You stand there and you judge me...
And everyone else who is too busy or who are just not interested in listening to the
rambling thoughts of your masters.
You judge me,
because I'm not you
Anymore.
I'm not you anymore.
I no longer eat their spiritual 'food'
I no longer follow their rules
I am no longer a fool.
From their mass deception, I have broken free
Their traditions, no longer flow through me
I'm different
You say
"hmmm...what has she become?"
Well, could it be that I no longer allow my mind to be spoonfed with dung?
You judge me
Because I...Yes I THINK
and i think HARD
Systematically, critically, logically and truthfully
Thinking that is free from lies, cover ups, red herrings, slander, over-simplification, free from judgementalism,
free from partiality,free from circular reasoning,
FREE FROM BULLSHIT!
You judge me because I now think for myself?
I've taken off that mask and burnt it to nothing,
Spread myself bare to life and love and laughter.
...you don't talk to me.
So, I will look you in your eyes,
smile
and walk on.
While hoping that some day,
some day soon,
You begin to think.
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An Honest Encounter At The Door!
by Bangalore in
1. jw
2. friends
your religion is false.. householder: false?

you see, the "truth" of our religion is self-evident in our beliefs.

witness: well, the bible does say that.
MsGrowingGirl20

I love this!
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I am in LOV.....I mean LIKE!!!
by MsGrowingGirl20 in
1. watchtower
2. bible
hi alll!

well, i'm good!.

i haven't been to the hall in like 5 months.
MsGrowingGirl20

Thanks lol! But nooooooooo...we will not be having sex.