Even do My husband and I are still physically in but mentally out we pretty much do everything we want. Drink, curse, and play video games from Destiny, mortal Kombat, Gta5, the witcher, assassin's creed...yes we both are hard core adult gamers. And we'll I'm always checking the forum and also exjw reddit, and watch cedars and JWstruggle...anyway later in the future I'm wishing to be completely out and finally live like normal people without having to hide all this.... yes it sucKS when all your family is in this cult. I really hate it!!!