Little Toe:
The alcoholic question. I appreciate your answering my question. It is a legitimate question and was not meant to put anyone down. LT, you have dealt with alcholics, and you know that some are so desperate for organization in their lives that they "get" an experience. I knew a sister who couldn't stop smoking. Suddenly she became annointed and stopped.
Conversion experiences even happen to scientists. A person may have been immersed into a particular paradigm for their whole scientific career. Sometimes they suddenly get the new paradigm and it changes their lives. Sometimes its wrong. I have known people to go through conversion from a conservative ideology to liberal ideology and vice versa. I have gone through many conversions in my life. Ideas can battle in the mind and body. When the conflict is resolved it seems like something that takes place suddenly. A tremendous amount of energy that has been tied up in self-fighting suddenly is released. Oftentimes the relaxation that follows causes tearing of the eyes. Sometimes the feeling merges into a very peacefull attitude or joyful. I believe everyone has these moments. If they are associated with thoughts of Christ then the tendency is to attribute the experience to Christ. This is an associative tendency that is a result of the way our minds have evolved.
This is no doubt the same as the Satori experience in Zen. If you are creative you are likely to experience this feeling many times in your life. Some very conventional people who have no toleration for ambiguity probably never experience this. But if you are a "searcher" and you are attracted to challenging dilemmas you are often going to find what you are looking for.
The knee-jerk antagonism to my comments suggests that many of you have had only one conversion experience in your life. You have to cling to it because that's the only one you are going to have. And IF you cling to it you are practically guaranteeing that you won't have room for another.
When I say it would be a nightmare to experience Christian conversion or some other religious conversion it is because there is no external evidence that such experiences are induced by any of these imagined entitites. It is the persons own conclusion that it is from Christ or whatever. It is the reason I don't believe in the Watchtower explanation of how annointed ones know they are annointed.
The Watchtower keeps misinterpreting the scripture at Romans 8:16 "The spirit itself bears witness with our spirit that we are God's Children" A feeling inside you is YOUR spirit. The way that God's Spirit bears witness to your inner spirit is by imparting a miraculous gift - tongues, healings, prophecy etc. If there isn't some unambiguous visible manifestation then there is NO witness. I don't know for sure what happened with the first Century Christians but those who claim annointing can't point to anything miraculous.
Conversion is a persons own private business. However, if they make it public it is not exempt from scrutiny. Since when is it wrong to examine "anything"?