Just one of the many reasons I had to leave. I felt such a hypocrite due to the way no outlet made the pressure build up so that I was constantly thinking about sex, knowing that all you others in the Kingdom Halls where just so innocent and pure, and that God hated the very air I breathed because it had been so tainted by my uncleanliness.
Maybe one of the reasons why you poor Sisters are so outnumbered and face a lifetime of loneliness and frustration that only goes away when you read the Watchtower. (Though that particular remedy never worked for me, once again demonstrating how much worst I was).