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  Feeling Guilty

  by naazira in

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  i am feeling gulity because i will not be going to the summer convention.

  i just can not sit through the talks they are sooo boring.

  im cutting off all contact with the witnesses.

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  naazira

  i am feeling gulity because i will not be going to the summer convention. i just can not sit through the talks they are sooo boring. im cutting off all contact with the witnesses. i woke up one morning and saidd enough is enough. how did you friends get over the guilt of missing your first covention. the beginning of the end
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  Missing householder for talk

  by naazira in

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  i have a part soon as a householder with the elder wife.

  im sick of coming to the stupid thursday night meetings.

  i plan to just not show up for the part.

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  the crazy part about it is i havent heard from her. the talk is in a few days too. i wonder if she even knows she has a part.
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  Missing householder for talk

  by naazira in

  1. jw
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  i have a part soon as a householder with the elder wife.

  im sick of coming to the stupid thursday night meetings.

  i plan to just not show up for the part.

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  naazira

  i have a part soon as a householder with the elder wife. im sick of coming to the stupid thursday night meetings. i plan to just not show up for the part. i want to make jehovahs organization become more disorganized. the elder wife always gossip i would love to put her in the hot seat. i want to stay at home with a cup of tea and watch some scary movies lol

  what do you friends think

  ps sorry about the capitalization errors. my phone wont let me capitalize or add punctuation other than the period...
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  Need encouragement

  by naazira in

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  friends i need your encouragement to turn my back on the organization.

  i am feeling sad after telling my conductor that i will be changing to a new congregation.

  this is so far from the truth.

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  naazira

  friends i need your encouragement to turn my back on the organization. i am feeling sad after telling my conductor that i will be changing to a new congregation. this is so far from the truth. i have bipolar disorder and my illness tells me to stay but the logic says to leave. words of encouragement would be nice. i dont want to be a coward and go crawling back.
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  How to fade?

  by naazira in

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  i am suppose to become an unbaptized publisher in a few days.

  however ive changed my mind.

  i finished my bible study and progressing in the org.

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  naazira

  my phone isnt letting me capitalize andpuncuate err
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  How to fade?

  by naazira in

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  i am suppose to become an unbaptized publisher in a few days.

  however ive changed my mind.

  i finished my bible study and progressing in the org.

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  naazira

  i meant religion. i am not sure what site the sister went to. but whatever it was planted deep doubts in her. ill give her a year or so before she is put out.
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  How to fade?

  by naazira in

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  i am suppose to become an unbaptized publisher in a few days.

  however ive changed my mind.

  i finished my bible study and progressing in the org.

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  i have always been religious . but i always believed reliion is a pathway to god but it is not god. so i dont believe in just one truth. i can only imagine what you all have been through. i feel sad because i have grown to like many of the freinds at the hall. but i also have noticed my once loving bible conductor turning harsh and unkind. i am seeing the people behind the mask.
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  How to fade?

  by naazira in

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  i am suppose to become an unbaptized publisher in a few days.

  however ive changed my mind.

  i finished my bible study and progressing in the org.

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  lol im going to start shunning them asap. no meeting for me tomorrow. i get to sleep in yay me. there is a newly baptized sister in the cong who is already doubting sucks for her. she has been on apostate websites. i am blessed to be able to get away at this point. the ball is in my court.
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  How to fade?

  by naazira in

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  i am suppose to become an unbaptized publisher in a few days.

  however ive changed my mind.

  i finished my bible study and progressing in the org.

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  it seems like im in a good position because they cant do anything to me. and my family doesnt want me becoming a jw so they will be happy to have me back lol
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  How to fade?

  by naazira in

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  i am suppose to become an unbaptized publisher in a few days.

  however ive changed my mind.

  i finished my bible study and progressing in the org.

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  thanks for the welcome. i was not rasied as a jw. i was just interested in religion and accepted a bible study. i thought i believed but deep down i know that im a doubter. ive read the experiennces of the friends on here and they have lost a lot of years to this organization.i have only lost about 3 years and im a young adult.