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  Whats USA branch address?PLZ

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  Choose Jah or KickRocksdk

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  i had someone from the borg tell me that in order to beat the depression and suicidal thoughts all i need is to get back out in service and get to the meetings.

  they said i have to make a choice to either worship jah or in so many words give in and take my life.

  they recited that verse where it said to either worship jah or the other gods but as for him and his household they will serve the lord.

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  i had someone from the borg tell me that in order to beat the depression and suicidal thoughts all i need is to get back out in service and get to the meetings. they said i have to make a choice to either worship jah or in so many words give in and take my life. they recited that verse where it said to either worship jah or the other gods but as for him and his household they will serve the lord. so they said they will keep worshippinh jah regardless of what i do and the sad part is no one hs even called to see if im still alive. i can only imagine how a disfellowship person feels. hell im not even disfellowshipped and the elder body and everyone says just come to the meetings. did any of you suffer from dark thoughts how did you get over it. i havent been inservice or to the meetings for about 3 weeks plus its wayyy to hot outside and i want to finish eating my halloween candy lol .
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  How Many Enjoy Celebrating Holidays? Birthdays?

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  i admit that i do enjoy it, especially with my grandkids.

  birthdays, too.. i believe we missed out on a lot of fun and normal activities because we were witnesses..

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  I don't celebrate. I still feel guilty.
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  Akward Runs in with Congregation Members

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  i had such an embarassing encounter with a memeber of the local kingdom hall once.

  mind you have i have been fading for over 6 months, and i've had no contact with anyone at the hall.

  i was walking up the stairs to my psychiatrist office when i heard other people behind me.

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  I had such an embarassing encounter with a memeber of the local Kingdom Hall once. Mind you have I have been fading for over 6 months, and I've had no contact with anyone at the hall. I was walking up the stairs to my psychiatrist office when I heard other people behind me. We became even and OH CRAP it was a sister from the hall who works as a pharmacutical sells rep. "The perfect job for a JW". So we had the most uncomfortable time speaking lol because for one we were inside of a psychiatric office. I found it to be funny, because I know I qould be the gossip of thursday night meeting lol What akward run ins have you had with your congregation friends?
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  Do you still use Jehovah's name?

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  when you pray do you still use the name jehovah.

  i still do.

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  thanks for the welcome. and sayswho ive wondered the same thing.
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  Do you still use Jehovah's name?

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  when you pray do you still use the name jehovah.

  i still do.

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  very interesting. now that i think about it jesus didnt even focus on the name jehovah. haha and i know how its like to accidently use the name jehovah when talking about god. i agree i doubt jehovah oops i mean god really cares if you call him by a different title. after all he reads the hearts so he knows our intentions.
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  Do you still use Jehovah's name?

  by naazira in

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  when you pray do you still use the name jehovah.

  i still do.

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  when you pray do you still use the name jehovah

  i still do
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  I feel like I'm prejudiced sometimes...

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  and it makes me sick.

  i mean, i watch this big, black woman on youtube sing with this incredible voice and all i think is sadness cause i feel like she abuses her kids.

  that's so awful.

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  june 1 watchtower cover topic was about prejudice. wink wink
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  Feeling Guilty

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  i am feeling gulity because i will not be going to the summer convention.

  i just can not sit through the talks they are sooo boring.

  im cutting off all contact with the witnesses.

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  im still in awe because i cant believe i joined a cult. im sure the feelings of guilt will pass. i just have to stand my ground.
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  Feeling Guilty

  by naazira in

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  i am feeling gulity because i will not be going to the summer convention.

  i just can not sit through the talks they are sooo boring.

  im cutting off all contact with the witnesses.

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  i am feeling gulity because i will not be going to the summer convention. i just can not sit through the talks they are sooo boring. im cutting off all contact with the witnesses. i woke up one morning and saidd enough is enough. how did you friends get over the guilt of missing your first covention. the beginning of the end