Sigh... I used to get beat ALL.THE.TIME. For no reason it seems. Very violent jw Great aunt(raised me from 41/2 to 12. The beatings stopped at 11 when I found the only way to make them stop. - I started making loud sex noises with every lash. I would numb my body to the pain for the longest time but never cry out.
One incident before the last beating came while we were in the barn. She grabbed a leather strap to hit me and I was already 6ft tall and I shoved her so hard it made her fly thru the air and it scared the both of us. But I had already quite enough!!! Emotional, physical, sexual abuse. I finally snapped.
Good for this gal using her experience as a jw youth and channeling it into something that might really help people.