I am/was a second generation JW. Blindly followed all the rules - no questions asked - pioneered for several years - the whole 9 yrds.. until some of the dates started to fail and the lack of love became more evident in the congregations - THEN I began to question things... sooo, needless to say - here I am. <g> No longer a JW - but still a lover of God and a believer in Christianity. Don't belong to any religion. Couldn't be happier or more free in my worship of the Creator. Once you get through the disappointments, the sorrow and the incredible anger ---- "there is life outside the organization".