Turn to Jesus, he's the real God and he loves you sooooo much. With him, you will not be lonely. Go to intouch.org and click on MyIntouch, then broadcasts, then audio archives and stroll down and look for a topic referring to loneliness and reassurance and love through the real truth. Go buy a normal bible from a Christian bookstore and learn the truth. Jesus said, the truth will set you free! It will!
Jesus loves you!
Not by works, but by faith!
Ephesians 2:8 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves (The Holy Spirit); it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.