Okay, this just happened five days ago. I have told a few people close to me and also the police. This is embarrassing, but I couldn't tell them how to find the dude because at the time I didn't know his last name. I don't know whether to press charges because I had agreed to date him literally right before he did it. I am 30 years old btw, so there is no underage creepiness.
I met him about a year and a half ago, but we hadn't seen each other in a while until about two weeks ago, and we've been talking. When I ran into him on Wednesday, we walked and chatted for a bit, and he kept saying he was in love with me. I am disabled and also have a lot of anxiety and depression, so I fell for his B.S. He took me to his house to play music and meet his daughters and give one of them piano lessons, and then as soon as we got in the house, he started pawing me, and then the next thing I knew, I'm trying to be nice here, he was going way farther than I was even close to thinking about going. I tried to tell him I didn't like what was going on and that it felt weird and hurt really bad, but I was also very bewildered and confused, so I don't know if I was clear. I just sort of went into shock when it was happening and afterwards. Heck I still can't believe it happened, but I keep beating myself up thinking that if I hadn't been so stupid i would have seen through his crap and told him to get lost.
I'm sorry I was not clearer in my first posts. I've still been having a hard time talking about it, but I just posted the question here because I found it really puzzling that after he took advantage of me, he preached at me. That is probably a dumb thing to keep obsessing about. I guess maybe at the time I wasn't able to deal with the whole thing, so I obsessed on the things he said about my faith.