Hey Victor...
I'm an old (nearly 40 now) youngster from Laredo and knew you growing up.
My dad used to have a morning radio show on the local AM station.
You'll be glad to know I escaped from the cult with my wife and kids. My parents don't really talk to us anymore unless they want to see how the kids are doing.
But thanks for being there 4 years ago (this month!) when I was going through my crisis of conscience. I read the books you suggested, got a therapist, and it helped a lot. In the end, I escaped, my wife woke up, and my kids aren't being raised in a cult!
Life is good!