Hi all. Please don't hate on me.
im a 30 something blind woman, who has been aware of the Witnesses a while. After my Dad died five years ago - I questioned my own faith - Christian (Anglican). Tried everything - the occult, new churches etc.
3 years ago I was suggested to have a study by a good friend who is JW. I've been studying on and off for 3 years in different congregations and been to an circuit assembly.
I am degree level educated and love deciphering the tracts...
I wondered, when will they start suggesting ministry...and my conductor has said today, sometime in new year...
im petrified- I came for answers.. I'm scared that if I leave I'll lose some of my friends and get people asking me to come back.