Hi ! Thanks for the information and suggestions. I was doing this because i have no choice. I can't find any host family, they're always rejected me and hopes me up. That's why i do this way even tho I don't really want to. Tho if someone's jw here, i could attracted them by using that I'm a "study" or a daughter of jw, well yes my parents is really jw and they still didn't stopped me to pressure. Thanks for helping me to realize my uncontrol decision with all respected and still good manner of your words.
I'm ex-study of this organization and already an atheist. I already realized it since i was in college. I really understand what y'll mean
And about the video, I've been cracked by throwing of those words "guilt, obligation, etc." That's ugh hate it my whole life
I will never ask again to be pressured and choked with religion(organization) family.