Great summary Venus,
I'm trying to gauge your position from this and other posts. I find it intriguing that you end with two choices: Majesty or non-existence.
What is your pick of the two?
I am in a place where I am not sure God even exists anymore, so things like this trouble me somewhat. I have issue with atrocities in the old testament, and at the moment I even consider Gnostic/dualism explanations (demiurge) more acceptable than the standard views on this violence.
Or is it better to just let God go? Help....please....