My preferred option is just to fade. Again I have family and close friends still on the inside. We still talk but they won't speak to me if I'm dfed. I do agree that my mind is still partly trapped. Wish it wasn't. It was a journey for me to get where I am now. I'm sure one day I will get my mind completely away from Watchtower.
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by Undercoverbrother inbut i have been undercover for about 3 years.
recently i stopped going and faded(close to a year without stepping into the hall) .
an old flame of mine (who is active witness) came back into the picture.
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Advice help
by Undercoverbrother inbut i have been undercover for about 3 years.
recently i stopped going and faded(close to a year without stepping into the hall) .
an old flame of mine (who is active witness) came back into the picture.
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Undercoverbrother
I was dfed about 10 years ago. Reinstated a year later so I know some of the process. I know they view the "it's none of your business" argument as unrepentant. I have family and friends that I still talk to so I would like to avoid that scenario again. I like the deny idea though. We were the only 2 in the room so having another witness seems pretty impossible lol. -
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by Undercoverbrother inbut i have been undercover for about 3 years.
recently i stopped going and faded(close to a year without stepping into the hall) .
an old flame of mine (who is active witness) came back into the picture.
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This is good feedback. Thank you all -
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by Undercoverbrother inbut i have been undercover for about 3 years.
recently i stopped going and faded(close to a year without stepping into the hall) .
an old flame of mine (who is active witness) came back into the picture.
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It's been a while since I been to the hall but I thought in cases like this they didn't need the two witness rule? Though they seem to apply such a rule when they deem it necessary. -
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by Undercoverbrother inbut i have been undercover for about 3 years.
recently i stopped going and faded(close to a year without stepping into the hall) .
an old flame of mine (who is active witness) came back into the picture.
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Undercoverbrother
I'm new here. But I have been undercover for about 3 years. Recently I stopped going and faded(close to a year without stepping into the hall) . An old flame of mine (who is active witness) came back into the picture. She doesn't really know my status. Well we were texting and things took an "interesting" turn. She invited me over and let's just say some touching happened. Now I'm cool with it. She claims she is. But I hate the feeling of it being out of my control if the witness guilt hits her. So if I get the dreaded call from the elders (if they find me) what should I do or say? I like to be prepared for anything. Thanks in advance.