When I was a regular pioneer, I aspired to serve as a ministerial servant and also an elder. And I do report at least 100 hours per month. But when I woke up to the truth about the truth ( TTATT ), I no longer aspired as such again. And was very bitter with the religion that I decided I will leave.
What made me to decide to quit also was when my father was disfellowshipped. And because I do not want to continue living a lie, I wrote my diassociation letter. And the elders met with me, and I left.