Amazing: Yes, I will do that. Thanks for your advise.
GoldDustWoman: Yes, I might still call him, but I can't at this time. I'm in my uncles office (it's in his house) and my aunt is with my little cousins in the house. This weekend, Im busy with my parents, so I'll try to give him a call on Monday.
What most don't understand is that it is very hard for me to have some privacy in my own home. My parents are watching me every minute. The only chance I get to use the computer freely is at my uncle's house, since I babysit by baby cousin during the day. Alan keeps asking me to call, but he doesn't give a damn about the repercusions I can face if someone was to find out that I was speaking to him ON THE PHONE.
My uncle has warned me about this. He asked me not to call anyone, because my aunt could walk into the house at any moment. Some have attacked my uncle unfairly. He is awesome, he knows that I am still visiting this forum although my dad forbade it. But he has told me that I must find my own path. Of course he hopes that it leads me back to the Witnesses, but still he is allowing me to make that call.