After my head injury my wife of 22 years decided that I was too much to handle so she married a know child abuser fresh out of prison, he tried it again so put him back in, got tattoos and a Harley Davidson.
Most of my frontal lobe was ruined so I have seizures and narocolepsy as well as my brain injury problems. The Elders at the time did not take that into concideratiuon when they disfellowshiped me, God will punish them for that I am sure, if not, then I dont need him anyway I will just wait out my turn to die inn this sick world.
~ Shane
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81Anybody else had visions?
by philo inwhen i was separating from my wife and leaving the jws, i had some visions.
for some strange reason, i decided not to eat for a day, then when i found my thinking clearer and my emotions mellower, i fasted for another two days.
so after the third day, i was walking down our street and i saw the houses burning after me, i felt this was an affirmation that marriage was decay and destruction, or wasteage.
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Anybody else had visions?
by philo inwhen i was separating from my wife and leaving the jws, i had some visions.
for some strange reason, i decided not to eat for a day, then when i found my thinking clearer and my emotions mellower, i fasted for another two days.
so after the third day, i was walking down our street and i saw the houses burning after me, i felt this was an affirmation that marriage was decay and destruction, or wasteage.
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Shane,
What an amazing story!How are you doing now? My husband also has a TBI. He fell from a waterfall/cliff while hiking. It took the rescue people hours to get him out of the ravine he had fallen into. That was in '86. Today, he is on SSI and considering returning to work.
-LisaBobeesa
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Anybody else had visions?
by philo inwhen i was separating from my wife and leaving the jws, i had some visions.
for some strange reason, i decided not to eat for a day, then when i found my thinking clearer and my emotions mellower, i fasted for another two days.
so after the third day, i was walking down our street and i saw the houses burning after me, i felt this was an affirmation that marriage was decay and destruction, or wasteage.
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I too had a vision once, many years ago a girl that I went to school with My ex-wife called on the door to door ministry. As it went it was on the third bible study my ex-wife and her had an argument and my wife left I stayed behind. and asked her to take me home, on the way home we passed a mortuary at that moment it was like the sky opened up and became deeper, and took on an amber color everywhere everything seemed to stop all around me, she said what is wrong! what is wrong referring to me. I could hear what seemed to be a very deep train horn coming from everywhere, and many voices that I could not make out what they were saying, but at that instant I could see the future and I knew for a certainty that she would die from a brain tumor 14 years later one on her pituitary gland, and I would die from a head injury. I knew nothing of this condition then, but it was as though something was speaking through me. The basic information was that she was to die 14 years later and so was from something associated with my head. Many years passed, four years after this incident this woman asked me what I met, I told her not to worry and to live her life, but deep down I knew something had happened to me that day. Then came 1993 February, this lovely woman died, but before she died she called me to ask me what God had said to me, I told her I am no prophet, she said someone above told you this would happen to almost the day. And we said our last good byes. Then one year later I feel from a roof and died three times during operation from a sever head injury, I was not expected to live, but technically I was as good as dead. I too had a vision once, many years ago a girl that I went to school with My ex-wife called on the door to door minstrey. As it went it was on the third bible study my ex-wife and her had a arguement and my sife left I stayed behind. and asked her to take me home, on the way home we passed a mortuary at that momment it was like the sky opened up and became deeper, and took on a amber color everywhere everything seemed to stop all around me, she she said what is wrong! what is wron refering to me. I could hear what seemed to be a very deep train horn coming from everywhere,and many voices that I could not make out what they were saying, but at that instant I could see the future and I knew for a cirtainty that she would die from a brain tommer 14 years latter one on her pituatary gland, and I would die from a head injury. I knew nothing of this condition then, but it was as though something was speaking through me. The basic information was that she was to die 14 years latter and so was from something assosiated with my head. Many years passed, four years after this incident this woman asked me what I ment, I told her not to worry and to live her life, but deep down I knew something had happened to me that day. Then came 1993 Febuary, this lovely woman died, but before she died she called me to ask me what God had sid to me, I told her I am no prophet, she said someone above told you this would happen to almost the day. And we said our last good byes. Then one year latter I feel from a roof and died three times durinng operation from a sever head injury, I was not exspected to live, but technicly I was as good as dead. Why I had this vision I don't know fully, but I trust one day in some way I will. Trust me, nothing has ever upset me so much in my life, and I have seen many things. ShaneWhy I had this vision I don't know fully, but I trust one day in some way I will. Trust me, nothing has ever upset me so much in my life, and I have seen many things. Shane
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Religion of liers - stupid !!
by Shane inwhy do so many people including my self for so many years stayed and bowed to the watch towers lies and went through abuse, have i been crazy or asleep or something?.
all those predictions they proclaimed they act like they never said them, are they hypnotized or what?.
how come i have woke up to the point of asking why now why not earlier in my life?.
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Why do so many people including my self for so many years stayed and bowed to the Watch Towers lies and went through abuse, have I been crazy or asleep or something?
All those predictions they proclaimed they act like they never said them, are they hypnotized or what?
How come I have woke up to the point of asking why now why not earlier in my life?
I drug my kids through a lot of crap for nothing, if I could talk to God and know he would listen to me I would say I am sorry.
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Anointed Christians throughout 2,000 years
by ozziepost inthis is the view as found in the latest magazine:.
"for almost 2,000 years, that peace has been enjoyed by faithful anointed members of the body of christ.
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I remember once I seen a partaker of the emblems drink the wine while giving the talk for them, he got so wasted so fast cause he drank the whole dam thing at once. He could hardly talk straight what a farce, I laughed all the way home. Hell I want to be a partaker so i can drink that 18 percent wine. ~ Shane
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Paying for Witness literature
by Shane init seems that its only here in the good old us of a that the jw's act like they are not paying for the books magazines and so forth, simply because of tax's.
what's my point?
its this: i never thought that true religion should ever charge for books and all the other, if its really gods true group then he will pay for it, is that stupid?
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Certainly God is capable and willing to do whatever is necessary to accomplish his will. But if he personally does everything, in what way will you receive any benefit? And isn't is our desire to gain some benefit from the work that we do? Did not Jesus say at Luke 6:38 this: "Practice giving, and people will give to you. <<< He said.
I say. >>> I was always under the asuption that we as humans do not earn our way to slavation, its a free gift through the blood of Jesus Christ, am I wrong, I hardly think so. Religion would love to make us believe we have to cough up money to make their vested interest reach its goal. The only benefit I feel I deserve is to take advantage of the redemptive powers of Christ ransom provision, that cannot be attained by logging hours, and buying books magazines and going to work at Bethel for nothing, when in fact the Witness's are very rich when it comes to money. The boast how powerful God is, and that he can do anything, like making the rocks cry out, I have heard that song and dance for so long it gives me projectile vomituss.
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"Please, Is there really truth anywhere of...
by Shane ini want to know what truth" is if its out there some where surely god will guide me to find it, i don't want to die without honestly knowing for sure knowing i have found the so called "truth.
i have been stumbled by others and by my selfish ways.
in the words of the song "send me an angel," cause i sure need one.. maybe i am not of their sort as the bible says and as elders have labeled me, but i do want to live and exist somewhere, and see the light what ever and where ever it is.
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I want to know what TRUTH" is if its out there some where surely God will guide me to find it, I don't want to die without honestly knowing for sure knowing I have found the so called "TRUTH. I have been stumbled by others and by my selfish ways. In the words of the song "send me an angel," cause I sure need one.
Maybe I am not of their sort as the bible says and as elders have labeled me, but I do want to live and exist somewhere, and see the light what ever and where ever it is. Thanks ~ Shane
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more enemies of Jehovah #73
by OlderTom inin addition to a previous post about enemies of jehovah.. yes it's amazing how everything outside of the watchtower kingdoom is an enemy of jehovah but they are quite hapy to take whatever they can from these enemies of jehovah.. do these people ever think?.
for example it is very much frowned upon to go to college and get an education.. when scientists make a discovery and can proof, which shows mankind to have excisted longer than their stated 6000 years, they try to discredit these scientists by ridiculous statements such as, " carbon dating doesn't work after the flood" how can they make such a statement when assumingly they don't have any schoolars among their ranks?.
where did all the watchtower lawyers get their education?
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OlderTom you got it my friend, Its my consenseus that Witness's have been cooked real slow, so slow that they don't even know it when they are fully cooked.
I for one would be over come with happiness to know the "TRUTH " I was told as a young man that the Witness's had the truth, but as time ran on I have seen a totally different aspect of them, one of basically mind control with no sense to it. No purpose other than to serve the needs of a hierarchy that has visions of God hood in them self's, that they are going to rule over humans and elders will be mighty princes under their rule, how sick.
If this really is gods purpose Then it would plain for even an inept man to see (a man with no education, unlettered ).
If just five percent of what they foretell came true we all would be immersed in its splendor, but nothing they have ever said has ever came true, is that not reason enough to take the clue, and get a life.
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Paying for Witness literature
by Shane init seems that its only here in the good old us of a that the jw's act like they are not paying for the books magazines and so forth, simply because of tax's.
what's my point?
its this: i never thought that true religion should ever charge for books and all the other, if its really gods true group then he will pay for it, is that stupid?
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When I give its out of the treasure of my heart, not because some man made institution says I must buy their magazines and bibles, and the like. And that is the only thing that can be considered "TRUTH." Then to top it off I am supposed to write down how much time I have spent doing this so called giving and give it to the elders so they can try to determine what's inn my heart, work at my own expense and effort while the Jehovah's Witness organization its self does nothing to pay for this literature other than donations given out of fear and peoples inherited estates, here is the USA its on a donation basis not out of the goodness of their hearts but for tax purpose's only. By and large Witness's are drones doing what ever they are told regardless how subtlety foolish it sounds, they tell you don't consider anyone's thinking but ours or you will be an apostate, now that is mind control pure plain and simple.
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Turning in your time
by Shane ini never could understand this stupid practice of turning in your time of how many hours you have preaching, hell sakes god knows is that not sufficient?
i believe its one more way of mind control.. again surely god know who have been naughty or nice marking his list and marking it twice (as to who has talked to others ), its not anyone else business what others are doing in this regard.
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I never could understand this stupid practice of turning in your time of how many hours you have preaching, hell sakes God knows is that not sufficient? I believe its one more way of mind control.
Again surely God know who have been naughty or nice marking his list and marking it twice (as to who has talked to others ), its not anyone else business what others are doing in this regard. Shane