I was raised a JW. I know exactly how you feel!! My mother sisters and friends are all ghosts of the past. It is better as yime goes by - much better. I feel sorry for their losses (I have the only grandchildren). Including their loss of peace. Don't you feel better now that the weight and stress is gone? I had the illusion of hope that they had true love for me. I had to acknowledge that it is simply not in their hearts. You cannot make people open their minds.
I have your same sense of loss. But I have true peace in my heart now that I know I did all I could and they are adults like me. They choose life without me. Therefore, their concept of love and family (and friends) is an illusion.