What Lloyd still doesn't grasp is that he did this to himself and only has himself to blame.
Did someone force him to spend money regularly cheating on his wife with prostitutes? No, it was all him. Don't bemoan that you don't have money when you spent it on an extravagant lifestyle beyond your means (lots of unnecessary traveling and vacations, plus paying for hookers).
I think I said some time ago that he didn't seem the type to plan ahead or to deny himself anything, so it looks like as his money arrived he's rushed to spend it, living a lifestyle based on a temporary blip of earnings, all built on lies.
Get a real job, earn a real wage doing a real thing (have you ever done real work, something other than coasting as a pioneer?). The ex-JW grift you had going on seemed to be quite a lucrative little earner, but you blew it up with your lack of self-control and arrogant lack of humility. If you relied on it so much, you should have been especially careful to not burn it down. But you did! You chose to jeopardize it pursuing sexual gratification and living a lie, portraying yourself as a loving husband and father when instead you were a cheat.
You still won't accept or admit it Lloyd, but a significant part of your "persona" is built on claiming to be an advocate for CSA survivors and that is wholly incompatible with using young prostitutes in countries with serious human trafficking issues. Anyone who knew about it who claimed to work in the CSA arena had a responsible to distance themselves from it and warn others. People in that position have a duty of care. You failed in yours spectacularly.
If your life is so messed up that you can't properly provide for your family and have to take drugs to cope, maybe that says more about you than it does anyone else. If your wife and kids are stressed because of what has happened, then again, that is all of your doing. You did it to them and I don't know why they still want to be around you.
I doubt anyone is going to bother going to Croatia for this BS legal pantomime you are trying to sell the world. I also doubt that any semi-competent legal representation would be OK with you making public threats like you have.