Hi all,
My names craig and I'm from England. When I was younger (I'm 23 now) my parents decided to join a congregation, and used to take me along, I used to have a regular nice chap who used to come visit me for regular book study to which I thoroughly enjoyed. After a while I got bored and rebelled against everything, i used to go out shoplifting, fornicate all sorts!!.
To this day My mum & my dad have gone their seperate ways and to this date they still have regular contact with the jehovahs witnesses here. Both go to kingdom halls now and again and have book studies.
Ive grown up a lot since then, ive moved away from my parents set up my own place, kept out of trouble, and doing nicely for my self. Now I feel a bit lost, a bit confused, especialy after New York tragedy and a few things Ive remebered about what the bible said about End of the days. This got me thinking about the Truth again, but I'm too scared to do anything about it, because a: Ive sinned hell of a lot and I still do (sleep with my girlfriend) to which I know is wrong until marriage. and b: Im scared to even pray to Jehovah, Ive tried a few times this week but failed.
Just need a little bit of guidance on what to do, I know at the end of the day I have got to do things for myself, but I find it very difficult.
regards
craig