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  just a quick "hi" & introduction

  by grumblecakes in

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  im a wee bit shy/scared of all this, but just wanted to introduce myself real quick...here goes.... .

  hey there everybody!

  im grumblecakes.

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  Cuebert

  Welcome! Grumblecakes is an excellent Muppet name b ut wou may get the living shite kicked out of you in fight club. ;)
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

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  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  NewChapter,

  I've seen that before. Not with my own mum but definitely in the homes of others. My mom was pretty much constantly out of her head controlling. Despite my rants, I really am not angry at her anymore. That anger sucked up too many years already. I feel sad for her because she seems so miserable and for what? Not even for a small slice of reprieve-just misery.

  Sometimes I wish she'd get struck with amnesia so she would have a chance at life but I don't think that's likely to happen.

  Anyway, 'nough of that sadness!

  I have a very good life and the whole world at my feet! Plus, it's almost snow time in SLC so soon, I shall be strapping my board to my feet and riding down the side of these beautiful Wasatch mountains!
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

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  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  Also, I am glad you escaped unharmed. Though......with less clothes.
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

  1. jw
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  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  He is hilarious. That is certain.

  She cut up your clothes?!!! Can se say childish? I mean really, setting things on fire, kicking little kids, cutting up clothes........aren't these like the 1,2,3's of how to identify a sociopath?
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

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  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  Hey Phizzy,

  Jesus. I'm sorry. That is absoultely unacceptable! I have NEVER understood the way people turn their backs on their children like the Dubs do.

  There is so much hypocrisy there that's it's laughable. Well, it would be laughable if it weren't for the whole abusing children thing they've got going.

  Libra vermes UNITE!
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  Welcome Fellow Newbie!

  Just got back from running the dog...eh' that's a lie, she runs me more than I run her. Woke up a bit late because sleep was illusive last night. Usually I'm up around 4:30, of my own choice - not a requirement. :) I love the early morning hours before the rest of the world wakes up. Especially this time of year when it's a bit chilly in SLC in the AM. I had a recurring book burning dream that always does a fantastic job of pissing me right off.

  A little background: When I was all of 15 years old I met this very epic sort of fellow at a KH build who introduced me to these great books by Dean Koontz. Mind you, I loved to read from the very first time I picked up a book. I would read anything and everything, so by the time I was 15, this love of reading had grown to a voracious state. I just didn't want it to be WTS literature. After all, there's only so much religious mental constipation a teenage mind can stand. Epic Guy told me of Watchers and Lightning and after reading those I was on to anything else ever written by Koontz. Mother Dearest was fine with my reading habit because it kept me in the house, which is precisely where she wanted me. These books were a direct connection to him for me so when I wasn't allowed to see him I was able to find solace in their words. Forgive me, "wasn't allowed to see him" can also be classified as intermittent fits of controlling/psychotic/bipolar disorder behavior compliments of my mother and the same classification of fits by elders and bored housewives in our congregation who had nothing better to do than toy with the lives of two love struck teenagers. After more than 2 years of intense emotions and constant elder interference (I was in the back room of that damn KH pretty much every week), Epic Guy and I were finally torn apart by a series of events that are in no way easy to understand. Growing up, growing closer with him, love letters, poetry and all the other things that make life grand ceased to exist and I was left Koontz and his vast selection of characters and loveable dogs. About a year and a half after the last time I came into contact with Epic Guy, I was unable to continue to pretend I wanted to be any part of this maniacal organization they so creepily referred to as "The Truth" (insert full body shiver here). I sat mother dear down and informed her that I would not be going anymore and that it was not up for discussion. I was still living in her house and I was immediately and constantly under fire by a steady stream of elders (who had at this point accused me of everything under the sun - none of which I had actually done), pioneers, and anyone that she could find to "talk some sense in me". After a month of this with no progress she then did the unthinkable. She took all of my beloved books, all my letters, poems, stories, pictures and anything else she could find - and she set them on fire. Right there in the backyard. She had her own private book burning because she was convinced I had invited demons into her house. She then layed a series of insults and verbal abuse on me that I will never forget and kicked me out of her home. There are a lot of things I'll never understand about her, but this act...this act I just can't over. It's the only one that still gives me nightmares. Anyone else have the pleasure of having their life set on fire in front of them because you were thought to be "of the devil"?
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

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  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  Though I sure wish I could rid myself of that Tomato-Bat-Vampire avatar....(sigh).
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  He really did set me up for greatness, didn't he?

  There's so much to say......it's difficult to know where to start so I've more or less been perusing threads and randomly commenting on whatever comes my way.

  Don't wanna lay it out there all at once ;)

  It's good to be here. Good to know that you belong somewhere.
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  Please Help Me Welcome An Old Friend-Cuebert.

  by Low-Key Lysmith in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  a dear old friend has joined us here at jwn.

  we go waaaaayyyyy back.. i can tell you all with conviction and sincerety that this girl has grace, wit, charm, and a wonderful mind.

  beautiful woman, inside & out.. welcome, my dear.. -breck.

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  Cuebert

  You are such a sweet man.

  Hello to all and thank you for being here and being willing to share your stories, your struggles, and your amazing lives. It's incredible to me that so many charming, intelligent, witty, hilarious individuals have broken down walls and said goodbye to loved ones in order to stay true to themselves and their dreams. I take great pride in these ranks and tremendous relief knowing you exist.

  Thank you!
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  Jehovah doesn't like that

  by outsmartthesystem in

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  no matter what the situation is.....my children are now on a kick of saying "jehovah doesn't like that".

  birthdays?

  jehovah doesn't like that.

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  Cuebert

  @Wizard

  BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! This made my day!

  I am on the most mind numbing conference call ever imagined and to see the words,"Jehovah doesn't like masturbation" made it all OK.

  Thank you. :)

  After all, who doesn't like masturbation? That's ridiculous.