Talespin, I didn't mean to upset you. It's just that my own daughter went through a period of deep depression and I tried everything to help her..It broke my heart to see her like that and I felt totally helpless. I feel deeply that it has to come from within a person to want to live..no one can really help someone that feels that way. The JW's teach us to look on the gloomy side of everything I think and we have to break the pattern. I like this saying:
"Life isn't about how to survive the storm but how to dance in the rain." (In your case even if it is just on one foot )
Big hug and glad you are feeling a little better..
Snoozy