yes happiness is a choice very much so.
But my happiness surrounds pleasing Jehovah and I have totally sucked at it.
I have mental illness or is that the nasty demon who tricked me into saying yes and he entered me.
is see more than enough of the scary stuff all my life. the stuff people say are myths, ghosts, demons, creatures, entities. I've realised how to keep them away mostly. I don't have anything spiritual in my house. no old jewellery, no occult paraphernalia, no ghost stories, no tarot, no scary movies, no violent movies.
That's my weak spot. being harassed whilst sleeping, seeing shit unexpectedly. its real. you are sleepwalking and fooling yourself if you think this is the only life. there is a real life to come.
I await that time when we will all receive relief when the son of man comes on the clouds with great power and glory and the whole earth will beat there chest in grief.
He will gather us from the heavens frm one extremity to the other whilst the four angels hold back the four winds.
take heed what Solomon said it all chasing after the wind.
Awake oh rise sleeper.
may Jehovah remove your viel and unstop your ears and give you a heart of understanding because he makes room for it.
Amen