Thank you for the great introduction. I am happy for you, that you woke up while you are still young.
You have a good plan and have received some good advice here.
Once you land a job you can support yourself on, it will make it easier to explain the need to stop pioneering. I have just one suggestion. The WT study for next week can give you a golden opportunity to explain your need to move to a congregation in your native language. The photo of the family that is struggling to understand speaks a thousand words. Study that article carefully, now that your eyes are open.
I wish you the best.