If you say money isn't a benefit/protection it's because you've never had it.
Hadriel
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The bible teaches that money is the answer for everything!
by EndofMysteries incontrary to what the wt teaches, they ignore the wise words of ecc 10:19 "ecc 10:19 "a feast is made for laughter, and wine maketh merry: but money answereth all things.
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
As to responsibilities just really quick I can't say what because it isn't a typical one. So essentially if I suddenly backed out there'd be a huge ripple effect as it would be rather noticeable. Kinding hoping for a severe ailment or something ha ha. But that's the deal in case anyone is wondering.
I need to get over it. That's the bottom line and all of your comments to some degree or another suggest such. What I mean is whether for some there was a hard cut or others a slow fade the common denominator here is to do what is best for you and your family. Essentially I need to quit caring about the rest of it.
I think it is honestly the only way to get my sanity back. Think I'm forgetting that the most important part is my family and keeping peace and happiness at home.
To @BluesBrother's credit think he makes a good point here "preserve" that home life and happiness.
To @KateWild thx means a lot u posted. appreciate it.
To @LisaRose your posts are always well thought out and articulate I always appreciate them.
Thanks in general to everyone really, read them all. Funny I'm not the needy type at all as it generally goes but this whole ordeal is literally kicking my ass.
Honestly in years past regardless of the JW aspects just support groups in general, I'd make fun of them. It isn't so funny anymore. Seriously I'm not sure how I'd cope some days without chatting to a couple strangers here who have no clue who or what and still are so damn genuine. Really is something special I tell ya.
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
LOL what "jump up and down naked" wait where is that I have to know.
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Boy @Eyes I couldn't have said that better. Exactly how I feel. -
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
No I haven't actually. -
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
Yep it's making me crazy for sure. Kinda surprised to be honest but it's bugging me. -
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am i overreacting?
by freeandcontent inhi, new here but have been lurking for a while.
some background first, i am from the uk, 3rd gen born in, dad, grandad elders etc.
17 years ago i left, no df or da just left, 18 years old and alone but i did it and have had no regrets.
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Hadriel
@freeandcontent first off welcome.
secondly at least for me I wouldn't permit this. The indoctrination is significant getting our children to see the reality has actually been difficult. Add to that we've never been overbearing self-righteous types and rather liberal compared to most yet here were are.
The point is the indoctrination is dangerous. We're kind of scrambling to undo what we've done. It stinks.
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
Thanks everyone appreciate the comments. I wish there was this book you buy and you follow these 10 steps and you're out no harm no foul. But of course no they hose you on the way out too!
Not sure why I can't just keep it in and ignore it all but it drives me crazy to lie at every turn it seems.
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
Really really got to me today. The fact that I can't be honest with a single soul I know, I never expected it to be the torment it is. -
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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like
by Hadriel inthis has been tough.
very tough actually.
because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.
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Hadriel
This has been tough. At least for me. Very tough actually. Because I'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which I can't say as it would be a dead giveaway I find myself constantly bombarded by things.
I'm literally a lying every day. Even though they might shun me I know these people and if you could get some of them to just examine the evidence they'd wake too. They're blinded just like I was is all. Not bad folks.
So I really hate lying to them when they ask questions or make points about things that I know have been spun, mislead or flat out lied about.
I can't tell you how incredibly tough it is sometimes.
I just want to be done with it all and can't due to the weaponization of family and friends. This religion truly is evil in this respect.
It makes me want to be very evil back at times.