Posts by Hadriel

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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like

by Hadriel in

this has been tough.

very tough actually.

because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.

Hadriel

Boy @Eyes I couldn't have said that better. Exactly how I feel.

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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like

by Hadriel in

this has been tough.

very tough actually.

because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.

Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like

by Hadriel in

this has been tough.

very tough actually.

because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.

Hadriel

Yep it's making me crazy for sure. Kinda surprised to be honest but it's bugging me.

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am i overreacting?

by freeandcontent in

hi, new here but have been lurking for a while.

some background first, i am from the uk, 3rd gen born in, dad, grandad elders etc.

17 years ago i left, no df or da just left, 18 years old and alone but i did it and have had no regrets.

secondly at least for me I wouldn't permit this. The indoctrination is significant getting our children to see the reality has actually been difficult. Add to that we've never been overbearing self-righteous types and rather liberal compared to most yet here were are.

The point is the indoctrination is dangerous. We're kind of scrambling to undo what we've done. It stinks.

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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like

by Hadriel in

this has been tough.

very tough actually.

because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.

Hadriel

Thanks everyone appreciate the comments. I wish there was this book you buy and you follow these 10 steps and you're out no harm no foul. But of course no they hose you on the way out too!

Not sure why I can't just keep it in and ignore it all but it drives me crazy to lie at every turn it seems.

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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like

by Hadriel in

this has been tough.

very tough actually.

because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.

Hadriel

Really really got to me today. The fact that I can't be honest with a single soul I know, I never expected it to be the torment it is.

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Fade Fail: Not as Easy as I'd Like

by Hadriel in

this has been tough.

very tough actually.

because i'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which i can't say as it would be a dead giveaway i find myself constantly bombarded by things.. i'm literally a lying every day.

Hadriel

This has been tough. At least for me. Very tough actually. Because I'm so integrated into things including certain tasks which I can't say as it would be a dead giveaway I find myself constantly bombarded by things.

I'm literally a lying every day. Even though they might shun me I know these people and if you could get some of them to just examine the evidence they'd wake too. They're blinded just like I was is all. Not bad folks.

So I really hate lying to them when they ask questions or make points about things that I know have been spun, mislead or flat out lied about.

I can't tell you how incredibly tough it is sometimes.

I just want to be done with it all and can't due to the weaponization of family and friends. This religion truly is evil in this respect.

It makes me want to be very evil back at times.

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Why Were / Are the Best Rock Bands British?

by berrygerry in

so, roger daltrey and pete townshend were on jimmy fallon tonight as the who.. without disrespect to others, i would put the top 5 rock bands, not necessarily in order, as:.

led zeppelin.

pink floyd.

Hadriel

Of the 60's and 70's sure. Into the 80's and particularly the 90's I'd say no. This little North West state called Seattle pretty much owned the 90's and early 2000's as the grunge movement took hold. So I think it entirely depends on the music you prefer and the era which you grew up etc.

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I can't just walk away, I need to keep reinforcing what I did was right (Leaving the org)

by pleaseresearch in

when i speak to my mum about things, she says why do you keep looking on the internet and news etc... why don't you just live your life and forget what you learned growing up.. maybe i was so so indoctrinated as a child that even though i have woken up and learnt ttatt, i still need to keep up to date with new findings from ex and fellow brothers and sisters.

listening to their testimony about why they left.. this was to me and all of you i'm sure, the truth.

so to finally wake up is absolutely massive.

Hadriel

Completely normal almost expected. Although selling myself is no longer needed being aware simply helps me defend my position.

Additionally the injustice of it all. The control and the ruining of lives and even theft of lives is so profound you can't help but want to see this injustice stopped. Why? Because unlike they are portrayed those that have left the organization generally care about those still in. If you are remotely decent you can't help but want to free them from these chains of injustice and control.

That said and by the day I become less and less consumed by it all. It has gone from outrage to sheer disgust to it's just so sad.

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genuine english guy seeking jw lady

by english_gentleman in

hi, i believe that a lady is put on earth to satisfy the needs of her partner and respect his views in all matters.. i realize some here may consider that old fashioned and not based on sexual equality.. yet a lady and man are not created equal because the lady gives birth and the man must sire many children.

if you are a lady under 30 and keen to meet me, willing to cook and breed, then please message me here.

please do not contact me if you disagree with my views, we can agree to differ.

Hadriel

What @talesin said.